i want it so badly.

omg. i really wanna be like you guys so badly. i really really really interested to be a doctor.

tadi, ada dr. ashraf from hospital selayang datang and share his experience with us. i dont know why i suka gila dengar dia cakap sebab i nak sangat jadi macam dia. and i tak tau kenapa segelintir orang kalau dengar pasal negative thingy about something je mesti terus nak tukar profession. like seriously, kalau korang betul betul minat, betul betul nak jadi sesuatu, korang takkan terkesan langsung dengan apa yang dia cakap kan. babe, you guys are playing with human's life. memanglah susah. lepastu memang betul lah dia cakap pasal all the risk to become a doctor so that nanti takdelah korang terkejut gila bila tau risk dia. well, life is not easy kan.

then dia cakap memang kena sacrifice money, time and everything. and i know it dari dulu lagi and i dont mind at all pun. sebab i dah agak dari mula kan. so from now onwards, i kens betul betul struggle dalam exam. not too late kan nak berubah. so chill :)