i'm not gonna change!

i decided to not change anything about me!
this is the real me and if you guys can't accept me like this,
you guys can go away from my life!

i don't care even you are my bestfriends or my besfriends forever and ever,
if you guys can't accept me, you guys can simply go away from my life and don't ever come back to my life.

i never thought you guys will be so mean to me.
this is not the way if you guys wanna change me.
i don't mind when you guys give some advice to me. i even appreciated it.
but all your advice was really mean and even people from other religious will never ever accept it.

you guys should know, you guys really hurt me.
i'm crying for the whole night and just thinking bout you guys.
sorry you guys. even if you love me, i don't love you.
because i know what you guys did when i was at smkku.

seriously, having a friends like you guys except SITI NUR NADIRAH is a big mistake.
i am sorry if i make anybody hurt but you guys did that to me too.
but that is the fact. i really wanna go out from smkku but what can i do?
i am too young at that time and just follow what my parent said.

sorry guys. to my LOVELY EX-BESTFRIEND: i really really never thought you will be like this. i know sometimes your word really hurtful but i never thought you will say something that very hurtful to me. did you know that you just did a big mistake by wrote something at your blog about me even you didnt mention my name and wrote INGAT ALLAH and everything? sorry babe. i think i just lost my funny, caring and UNDERSTANDING bestfriend. thank you for being my bestfriend before, ex-bestfriend. NOW I AM REALLY TOUCHED WHEN YOU SAID LIKE THAT TO ME.

to all my friends: i know i did a mistake and i know when i'm gonna change. you guys cannot critic me like that and you guys really doesnt know who the real me. thank you you guys for being my friends before and good luck to everyone. i forgive all your mistake but everything that you guys said is really really really really really HURTTTTT me and i could not be you guys friends anymore.

I AM SORRY AGAIN AND PLEASE BLACKLIST MY NAME FROM 6 CEKAL AND 3 AMANAH BECAUSE I'M NOT A PART OF THE CLASS. I'M JUST OUTSIDER WHO HAVE A BACKSTABBER FRIENDS.

TO MY EX-BESTFRIENDS: THANK YOU A LOTT FOR BEING MY BESTFRIENDS BEFORE. I LOVE YOU AND NEVER FORGET YOU BUT YOU JUST DID SOMETHING THAT I CANNOT ACCEPT AT ALL. JUST ERASE ALL OUR MEMORIES TOGETHER. THANK YOU AGAIN :)

TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS, AFIQAH NADHIRAH: thank you for giving me a strengh to confront these problem. i think i couldnt make it if you are not in my life. thanks for understanding me and i love you ever :)

THANK GOD I JUST KNOW WHICH ONE IS A TRUE DIAMOND AND WHICH ONE IS A FAKE DIAMOND. AND NOW I TRUST A QUOTE THAT SAID: AN ENEMY IS ACTUALLY YOUR OWN FRIENDS THAT REALLY CLOSE TO YOU.

I JUST LOST MY BESTFRIENDS. I AM TOTALLY UPSET RIGHT NOW AND AFIQAH NADHIRAH GIVE ME A STRENGH AND THAT'S WHY MY TEARS KEEP ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK. THANKS A LOOOOT FRIENDS. I WANNA CRY OUT LOUD BESIDE YOU RIGHT NOW.

THIS IS THE TOUGHEST DAY EVER, I LAUGHED ALL DAY AND SUDDENLY CRY A LOOT AT NIGHT.
THE LAST SENTENCE: I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE!